grelllady

i'm sure some people know what i'm talking about when i  say this but, people can be so mean....especially when you just try to talk with them....people i know i sound like a whiney bitch....i have no friends....i'm completely friendless....my parents hate my guts....and no one will listen to me.... my best friend...that have ever had...commited suicide on friday night....she has been raped, abandoned, abused....by the people that should have loved her the most....her family....she did nothing wrong.....all she did was love them....i'm haveing thoughts of killing my self as well....whats the point of liveing in this cold cruel world....rea

idk why today i feel so god damned depressed...i feel like laying in the floor or currling up in a corner and drinking poison or over doesing and dieing...this depression thing is even starting to affect my eating habbits and sleep schedual now....i'm staying up almost twenty four hours only getting few hours of sleep each night and i'm hardly eating anything...i'm dropping weight like a rock...god i just feel so....fucked up....and then my mom just doesn't help....she just looks a t me and says "get over it"....idk what to do to gget out of this...

ok so i've been trying to talk to these to people on gaiaonline and they're just being bitches...EXCUSE ME for wanting to talk to you and be your friend. my advise is, if you're getting annoyed by pm's and shit...then GET THE FUCK OFFLINE!!! cause that shit pisses me off...you know....it really does....cause then i'm pretty much board as fuck and can't do shit...if you don't want to be my friend anymore then fucking BLOCK me! thats what the BLOCK BUTTON's for!!! like i said to you people before i'm very very emotional and if you catch me in this mood, and you happen to be one of those bitches i'm trying to talk to, then you better get your a