Devious Journal Entry

i'm sure some people know what i'm talking about when i  say this

but,

people can be so mean....especially when you just try to talk with them....people i know i sound like a whiney bitch....i have no friends....i'm completely friendless....my parents hate my guts....and no one will listen to me....

my best friend...that have ever had...commited suicide on friday night....she has been raped, abandoned, abused....by the people that should have loved her the most....her family....she did nothing wrong.....all she did was love them....i'm haveing thoughts of killing my self as well....whats the point of liveing in this cold cruel world....really....whats the point?  adn i'm sitting here crying....cause no one will listen to me....so whats the point in me liveing? seriously....